When lightning strikes twice

Sometimes I wish the world is mine and I can do whatever I want but sadly I can't. No money, no spirit, no political will. Only with education I can grow up and survive in the world of highly competitive environment. But things have radically changed since last Monday, I'm not used to what I'm being right now, helplessly looking out in the naked sky, figuring out what should I do. Working? Studying? I almost gave up everything that very day, there was no momentum inside me. My parents consolidated me, I cherished it. I failed. But whatever it is, life goes on ... I'm looking at the bright side now. Maybe God has something better for me. There is I assured, there is ...